I leave this note by your side I did the same thing every night Through years I've tried Inside are words for you to find To let you know About the things
When did the walls grow this tall And the darkness begin to fall When did I lose the sense of control How much can I overcome And I'm lying here I'm tired
I've read your words I understand it's said it's done I walk away in fear of what you said that I've become Can't change your words now they are stains
I wear these marks of shame Not with pride my head's held low And I aim beyond where I stand today Far beyond faith where I am placed And if weakness
From loss into your embrace I fled the fear and the dark of day Like an angel of fallen grace My broken wings can't hold my weight I came so close that
It's like when kingdoms fall and you're left without a lender It's like when dreams your all and all you dream is to see her And everything reminds you
I'm walking through fields of the fallen alone in silence I'm praising their courage I envy their loss My steps leaves marks of another forsaken soul
I paint all black and step in among the shadows The feelings of emptiness devours me quickly And I know I never asked But I need you to help me Release
I have forsaken you and all I ever felt was true To take that step and fall to aim beyond these walls With hope that the stars align to get a glimpse
Was it just a phase Was it all a lie Your first mistake Have I been blind When words mean nothing lack value and weight All we have is nothing what does
I know you see me you always did As you close your eyes you make me fade Do you ever wonder if I sleep at night If I sit in silence or think you're right
[Bonus track] Never been so unsure. Never felt so torn. In a way, I've been blind. Should have seen, should have known. The shallow myths of you. Can
Was your wish that I hadn't seen you When they came to take you away? Was your wish that I would believe you To make you stop and make you stay? Did you
My chest is open My heart's on the ground My bare feet soaked in my blood as I leave you without a sound No one to reach for even though I stretched too
How long have you held me in this water Much too long since my body is numb How long have I been here and where am I And why are my hands tied How long
I walk towards the setting sun I'll prove to them that I am one enslaved by their hearts so torn Cause their demands needs more than so And when I'm
I remember your voice and your dreams Your smile when you laughed And your pain when you screamed I'll follow your footsteps let them be my guide Can