seeking redemption for loss in the past defining my structure, my strength to surpass something is taking over me losing my sight, I cannot see I'm gonna
To do to die to live to cry Is there a reason why I have to die? To know the pain is to go insane A free man I once was I live with the guilt that is
another twisted end, shut out let me in take down break within hold fast the deal begins objection, rejection past off unvalued claim deception, the morals
Born with his innocence Nurtured only to serve To serve as a mother's son Childhood denied Had to become a man while still only a child Education taken
Sometimes I ask myself why my thoughts are so insecure These people who love will elave me and drain me until I'm un-pure I try to hold onto my thoughts
Dare to embrace this wrongful healing I've tried to change cause life has it's ways Bent with I'm bent with this feeling thoughts start to drain me bury
Hold on strong never fear their void Never fear their void Been denied for so long All my faith keeps true pace You all said that I would soon fail But
Build me up with empty promise just to watch me fail You'll keep this deep inside of you cause you never really knew me at all Must I suffer through and
Standing on the devil's tower Talking to the gods Looking for an answer To help me with my cause Scorched by the blazing sun Molded by the wind Faced
An open hand to an open heart A new beginning to an ended start A time for passion a time for lust You challenge your lies with my trust An endless battle
I gave you my trust You spread all the lies Your evil tongue is social destruction That is the form I despise You hold yourself so discreet Only the world
You never know if your friend - standing right next to you Will see you in the following day You'll never know if the family who loves you Regret the
My world uncertain and cold Vision in stone and blurred Mobility is stricken My life I feel is robbed They lift my hands - they guide me walk The pain
Do you know how it feels to be left alone? Captive and surrounded by these four padded walls Laughter is all around me, patience going low Sanity's at
Fork Tongue uuuu He lost his mind every single day No visitations while his eyes turned gray No need for sorrow now he's laid to rest The wounds will
Didn't think the day would come December 20th the ties were cut It doesn't matter where you are Minutes and seconds robbing us blind Your face and memory
The fear I stand next to Sorrow in spite of what? Sick of what might end up The actions I must take The hatred inside frustrates The past is really to
Loss...I so badly want you to feel Pain...the lack there of is so unfair Blind...vengeful thoughts consume inside Hate...I never knew I could hate this