This year is different than last, and all of the Christmas has past, the carolers singing and sleigh bells are ringing, but there's still one thing I
On the way to gray I could hardly wait To see you again To feel your hands Covering me 'Til the storm is done Seemed to be the end Was not the end at
I'm addicted to bad decisions I just can't ever help myself (But this is different) It sounds so convincing She's good for you so good for us as well
Point the gun, just pretend that it's time Say the word and I will fire Sometimes I get so tired of their lies It's worth more than my life Say the word
And my heart left my chest so forgive me As you leave to find that next something new But I can't for the life of me remember When you changed your words
This is a waking up, this is your final go And I would never wanna see you get torn apart I can't believe it, I can't believe you're a part of this world
you are a smart one saying things that can't be undone and it shows. you don't know what goes on here. you don't know what happens each time my breastplate
Three sleepless nights This isn't how it's supposed to be But you're so good at Taking your time to get back to me I will wait for you forever If you
Falling away from you Falling away from you always seems so tragic in my mind I hear that you're doing well now Things I wish I could have heard from
Are you listening? We write a thousand pages, they're torn and on the floor Headlights hammer the windows, we're locked behind these doors And we are
You have always seen the best parts of me With my uncovered eyes Loose from lenses, Absorbing Light Your hand is wrapped in mine The sun set for the last
Let?s start with just the basics then I?m sure that we could fake it when It?s time to say how much it meant And we walk out, so innocent You can be
I'd take it back to have the chance To see her laugh, to see her dance You never told me it would be so hard And now I wait for everyday to go away Just
You wanna see me disappear, well it starts here I'm trying my best not to say What you don't wanna hear, but it's alright You can cover your, cover your
I was never going to fall but the smile, the face has sealed my fate So sweet, an addict of it all, I was blind for another taste I have nothing left
Take a look and see for yourself What makes a man a man And I, I will step back to the life I left Maybe you won't forget who I am Wake up in the middle
You wanted to know if If it was worth the pain that it's caused us Both our lives, subtract one life To know why it was, you deserved this As simple
Run, you coward, you run These words crippled my confidence The hymn I can't escape from This is over and done with This race has made me more than weary